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There were some things he never wanted to do and some things he never imagined himself doing.

Like preparing the body of a friend for a wake.

Elaine had decided that Tony's corpse needed to be prepared, his wounds dressed and that tarp removed. It might be more difficult to explain the shroud he was wrapped in now, the gauzy white cloth that covered his body, with just one thin layer over his face like a veil. This shroud raise more questions than just leaving him in the tarp, a fact that bothered Ryan, but that option didn't seem ... decent. It was distasteful on a visceral level, offending something that went beyond logic.

Visit the sick. Harbor the harborless. Ransom the captive. Bury the dead.

That didn't make this much easier though. It was out of respect, duty and even pride that he was here. He couldn't leave Elaine to do this alone, that was never an option. Still, it was hard to look at the ashen skin and the wounds and not be horrified, not wonder about what his own body had looked like. One bullet wound but the entry point was different and Ryan was grateful for that. The neat, small entry wound in Tony's forehead was easy to cover with bandages, still leaving his face visible. Intact. Lying over the body, on his chest, was a small bouquet of white lilies.

The only problem after the wake would be the burial. Something would have to be done soon. He knew the others were waiting to see if Michelle would arrive here or what the chatter on the mission...

But it couldn't wait any longer. They'd have to take care of the body and he had to be done soon. It didn't matter what condition the body was in, it just wasn't right to wait. It seemed disrespectful somehow. Not to mention the unspoken hope that he knew was shared by the others that if Tony was buried maybe he could come back to Milliways. It was insane and sounded almost like Milliways' own version of superstition but it also made a strange sort of sense. Tony would come back here if he could so what else could be keeping him but this?

The still sparsely decorated room has more furniture in it now. Along with the bed that the body lay on - a single, covered with a white sheet and pushed horizontal against the wall opposite the door - there were also a few folding chairs in case anyone needed to sit during the blessing.

Across the hall, in Room 515, there was none of the usual bedroom furniture, just chairs, tables and two couches. On one table there was food, plates and napkins. On the other table (and in the two coolers underneath) there are soft drinks, coffee, tea and a wide variety of liquors.

Ryan walks over to the doorway where Elaine is standing and waits for people to come by.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 04:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
There's a very long moment, and he says rather quietly, staring at the floor, "Just - strange -"

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 04:29 am (UTC)
agirllost: (unhappy//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
She becomes intently interested in the color of her heels.

"Strange?"

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 04:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
"Didn't - wouldn't have expected -" To be here, to be doing this, so long ago, nearly two years on the outside -

He was happy, no matter what he did.

"-I'd - be alive while - he's dead." Not right.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 05:19 am (UTC)
agirllost: (thoughtful//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
"I don't think -- none of us expected that - he - " she swallows, glances at the alcohol on the table. "The Wheel weaves, but I can't understand this."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 05:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
"Doesn't - need a reason -"

He's not really sure where this thinking is going "- just - doesn't seem right - don't know how to - be here -"

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 05:41 am (UTC)
agirllost: (thoughtful//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
She feels tears sting her eyes and tries to will them away.

"Don't say that," her voice is slightly strained.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 05:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
"Right. I'm sorry," he says quietly. "Didn't - mean to. Just - he was -"

Cared about you.

Tortured you.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 06:00 am (UTC)
agirllost: (thoughtful//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
"They were happy. I...I cared about him. I did. I do. We...went through a lot together," she rubs her eyes, tries not to cry. "His wedding wasn't that...they didnt' have that much time together and now they won't..."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 06:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Behrooz shifts. "Not really fair."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 06:23 am (UTC)
agirllost: (thoughtful//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
"No," she whispers. "None of it is. But it's not....I don't know." She admits, glancing at the table again.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 06:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
After a moment, "You keep going."

Simple fact.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 06:30 am (UTC)
agirllost: (thoughtful//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
She nods and looks over at her Dad. "Will he?"

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 06:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
"I think he already does," Behrooz says, without really thinking about it, and he keeps his eyes down.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 06:40 am (UTC)
agirllost: (thoughtful//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
"I know," she nods again, but her expression doesn't look so sure. "But I'm...I hope he can."

She bites her lip, "And I'm worried about him at Tony's wake." She holds herself tighter.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 06:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Behrooz shakes his head. "He's not dead."

Doesn't mean he's alive.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 07:01 am (UTC)
agirllost: (thoughtful//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
"I'm so glad you're here and okay," she says after a moment, looking up at him. "If you hadn't..."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 07:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
You would have kept going.

"Dosen't matter, I did get here." And he does meet her gaze, this time.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 07:07 am (UTC)
agirllost: (thoughtful//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
"Do you think...do you think he will?"

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 07:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
"I don't know."

He can't possibly know that. "But it wouldn't - really wouldn't be - the same."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 05:26 pm (UTC)
agirllost: (thoughtful//janaine)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
"At least...at least we'd get to say goodbye." She closes her eyes for a moment.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-25 10:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Behrooz isn't sure that's such a great thing.

Instead, he says, "Might... not want to be - trapped here, though. While - we're still..."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 03:45 am (UTC)
agirllost: (sad//midge)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
She tilts her head slightly, trying to understand him.

"Behrooz?"

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 03:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Finally, softly, "Dead don't always - do well - here."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 04:04 am (UTC)
agirllost: (sad//midge)
From: [personal profile] agirllost
"No, they don't," she whispers, remembering his experience. "But sometimes...sometimes it's the answer to a prayer."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 04:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Behrooz shrugs.

Most of the time, for him, that's not what prayers are for.

"I... don't know." He can't exacly offer much else.

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