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There were some things he never wanted to do and some things he never imagined himself doing.

Like preparing the body of a friend for a wake.

Elaine had decided that Tony's corpse needed to be prepared, his wounds dressed and that tarp removed. It might be more difficult to explain the shroud he was wrapped in now, the gauzy white cloth that covered his body, with just one thin layer over his face like a veil. This shroud raise more questions than just leaving him in the tarp, a fact that bothered Ryan, but that option didn't seem ... decent. It was distasteful on a visceral level, offending something that went beyond logic.

Visit the sick. Harbor the harborless. Ransom the captive. Bury the dead.

That didn't make this much easier though. It was out of respect, duty and even pride that he was here. He couldn't leave Elaine to do this alone, that was never an option. Still, it was hard to look at the ashen skin and the wounds and not be horrified, not wonder about what his own body had looked like. One bullet wound but the entry point was different and Ryan was grateful for that. The neat, small entry wound in Tony's forehead was easy to cover with bandages, still leaving his face visible. Intact. Lying over the body, on his chest, was a small bouquet of white lilies.

The only problem after the wake would be the burial. Something would have to be done soon. He knew the others were waiting to see if Michelle would arrive here or what the chatter on the mission...

But it couldn't wait any longer. They'd have to take care of the body and he had to be done soon. It didn't matter what condition the body was in, it just wasn't right to wait. It seemed disrespectful somehow. Not to mention the unspoken hope that he knew was shared by the others that if Tony was buried maybe he could come back to Milliways. It was insane and sounded almost like Milliways' own version of superstition but it also made a strange sort of sense. Tony would come back here if he could so what else could be keeping him but this?

The still sparsely decorated room has more furniture in it now. Along with the bed that the body lay on - a single, covered with a white sheet and pushed horizontal against the wall opposite the door - there were also a few folding chairs in case anyone needed to sit during the blessing.

Across the hall, in Room 515, there was none of the usual bedroom furniture, just chairs, tables and two couches. On one table there was food, plates and napkins. On the other table (and in the two coolers underneath) there are soft drinks, coffee, tea and a wide variety of liquors.

Ryan walks over to the doorway where Elaine is standing and waits for people to come by.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 12:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Behrooz didn't respond to this - he looks like he might have come close to nodding, but doesn't.

Instead just, "He - used to be here. A lot."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 12:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
"Stopped coming in as much before he died? I hadn't seen him in the bar often."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Behrooz nods now. Sort of distractedly, "Not really. Don't know... when he was from, the last time he came. We were - from the same world, not... necessarily the same time."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
Sharpe looks at him for a moment, then asks gently, "Something on your mind, lad? Beyond the obvious."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Behrooz shrugs. Drinks more of the water.

"It's - it's kind of strange - being here - didn't expect it..."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
"Here, at the wake? Or at the bar?"

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
He shakes his head. Like it's a foreign term, "The wake."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
"Yeah, I... don't usually do things like this. A burial, then you move on..."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Behrooz fumbles a little. "Just - didn't think I'd ever be at - his."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
"...oh. Yeah, of course, I... I'm sorry."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
"Nothing for you to be sorry about," he says, actually not mumbling this time, perhaps thinking that Sharpe wasn't the one who went and got shot so they had to come back, or was involved in the day that had to help cause all this, or had some small part that couldn't simply mourn.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:37 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
"Yeah, there is. He was... a friend of yours, or something like it?"

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 01:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Uncomfortably, "Yeah - something like it - here."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 02:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
... damn with the paying attention to what he's saying.

"Things - are different, on the outside."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 11:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
He does that.

"Things often are", he agrees neutrally, an invitation to tell more.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 06:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
"Didn't have to be," he concedes, after a moment. "I - messed up again. He didn't have to be - a friend, in here."

And Behrooz looks down and tries to focus on that, instead.

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 06:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
"Didn't have to be, maybe", Sharpe says quietly. "But he was."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 06:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Just as quietly. "Doesn't feel right. He seemed - happy, in here."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 06:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
"He probably was, then. And at least you know he had that."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 06:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Dully, "Not - sure it matters a lot to him, now."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 06:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
"Nothing matters to him now, lad", Sharpe says gently. "But things can still matter to those as knew him."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 07:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Things can still matter -



- nothing can make it right. In his hand, the plastic cup becomes oddly bent, and he puts it down.

"I guess so."

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 07:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] and-far-away.livejournal.com
"...you want to go downstairs?" he offers. "Away from here, get a drink?"

Re: Room 515

Date: 2006-08-26 09:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kayip.livejournal.com
Behrooz's eyes go briefly toward the door, and the room across the hall.

Then, he looks at Sharpe, and nods.

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